Like I care or do I?

Like I care or do I?

It's taken some time to identify the real me. There are times when you want to potray the real "YOU" somewhere. Read down.

What do I chase?
"Its money, nothing else". Oh common, dont go all sentimental and start saying that you are different (If you are so, take a bow). I am not talking about anyone. I am from an ordinary middle class and I want my next meal to be secure(of course, a little luxury doesnt hurt). Work place or Company doesnt matter. All I need is money and I am chasing it as fast as I can.

Will I be satisfied?
No. Hell no. Wherever I go or whatever job I do, I can always refer to my friend or if not possible, to anyone else who I think has the same qualification as me and gets a lot more money that I do. I do think that he is plain lucky to be there and I do think that it is "GOD" who has not given me my fair share of luck.

Identity what?
dude...to be Indian? Common, I have a job in the U.S and there is a huge possibility that I might get settled there. When its money, its nothing else. I dont want to be sentimental or this. You better run out of the place coz it is corrupt, dirt, people dont drive well, luxury is low, traffic is high and the administration sucks.

Will it hurt me in the future?
Truth again. It might hurt. It might hurt if I get all philosophical someday later in my life when I am retired and I dont have a job. It might hurt to look back at a life that I am not satified with (I deserved a lot more salary that what I got and could have got that if I had a slice of luck). It might hurt to look at my kids and find that they dont know my mother tongue. It might hurt if I come back to India someday and think that I had a chance to influence some people's lives there and that I have remained selfish all over (sounds like a film). It might hurt to think that if given an other chance, I would want to live this life all over in a different way.

It might hurt!!!!!